Wow I wish I could say never. However I have thought about it when I lost my bestest friend and felt like I had no one I lost all my friends, I had my heart broken, I had lost all confidence and I had not been talking to my dad for 10 months so overall felt very unwanted and thought I would be better off not alive, I thought so deeply about doing it but thankfully never avtually did - wow that’s deep
Well I am jewish however I believe that everyone deserves to believe in what they want to believe in but hate that religion causes so much controversy and war amongst the world. If everyone could accept everyone beliefs then their wouldn’t be half the problems that there are now .
I believe that there is a power greater than ourselves I don’t know if that g-d or not. I belive its good to belong to a religion so you have something to believe in and have hope and faith in your life.
hmmmmmmm … this is a hard one.. well lets start with drugs. i would never take hard drugs have no intrest in it at all and if you take hard drugs then you should get yourself sorted because you will end up dead and end up hurting your friends and family. weed well to be honest i dont think its a big deel unless you blaze constantly. cigarettes if you class that as a drug .. not against smoking at all, infact occassionally i smoke and its not that big a deal. and i think that alcohol is ok but know your limits.. alcohol gives you confidence and makes you do things you wouldnt usually do in some case good and in some cases bad. dont rely on alcohol to take your emotions away deal with your problems a different way.
and thats about it.
in ten years time i will be 25 about to turn 26. so in ten years time i would have hopefully just left medical school and be working in A&E ready to be a proper consutant/ surgeon. i hope in 10 years time im a stromng headed and passionate as i am today. i hope that i woukd have helped atleast 1 person and saved their life by this time. i hope that i will be on a clear pathway to success and ready to build a strong career in medicine.
in ten years time i want to have found someone very specail to me that i will think about spending the rest of my life with. i hope to have a lovelly home nothing massive but something comfortable.
overall in 10 years i hope to have achieved.
So single life ….I won’t pretend its great and I won’t pretend its bad . It can get lonely and you find yourself searching for someone to fill the emptiness. Its because I have felt what It is like to truly have feelings for someone and for them to be the only thing on your mind and the feeling be mutual. However when that is taken away and the other persons feelings change you become lost because the person you spoke to every day is suddenly not there and its hard to adapt to changes when you don’t want those changes to happen.
Single life isn’t bad either because at the end of the day you don’t have to be tied down and can take your time to realise who is really ment for you. If you rush into something you will end up getting hurt and I have learnt this lesson many times and in some cases haven’t learnt from my mistakes and am still learning.
Overall I want to find that person who will stay up with you till early hours of the morning talking. The one that makes you feel like you are the centre of their world but what girl foesnt want that so I guess you could say I’m a typical teenage girl who wants what’s in the movies but there is a reason It is only seen in the movies and hardly ever in reality.